Sunday, January 29, 2006
hi, all. thanks to nick, for the reminder to update, cos ive realli been so DAMN tired these past 2 weeks. ive been slpin at 10 ever since the start of school, cos im nid the rest man. past few weeks, what've i been doing? hmwk. and more and more and more hmwk. its like, every damn day theres at least the pile of maths crap given by carol chan, and some other subjects homework. and even now, in CNY (ooh ya happy CNY ppl, hope you all have a nice CNY and get lots of angpaos...hahas) we got tons of hw. e maths exercise 1e and review paper 1, A maths test revision, History test revision, Lit context based qns, Bio mindmap, Bio textbk page 29 and 33, and english WB, which is abt 10 pages, give or take? these teachers are RETARDED. its supposed to be a HOLIDAY, not a miserable excuse for doing homework without going to sch. on top of that, ive got piano practice, ncc, and a SHITHEAD junior called firdaus. HE. CAN. BURN. IN. HELL. if he still thinks that he knows how to shoot well, go ahead then. i'll just sit at a corner and watch you embarrass yourself with your shitty shooting skills. is that how you shoot? if it is, i'm frankly disgusted by your standard. and you call yourself a member of BBSS air rifle. you know, im actually amazed that you can even hit the bloody target card, with your brain being so permanently damaged. if youre reading this right now, you better watch out. cos im gonna make your life in air rifle a living hell if you dont show me standard and at least some minimal respect for your seniors. this absolute genius loves to dao seniors, when they give sound advice to him. an example shld be better at conveying this.
that day, mag (magdalyn) was orredy pretty disappointed by the juniors standard, and their fooling around attitude. she lectured them on what they were doing, and basically just tell them not to do this, do that etc. but the point was, half of them weren't even listening to what she was saying. or even if they were, immediately after she finished talking, they resumed making the same stupid mistakes that mag pointed out. then there's firdaus. the genius.
*after the lecture, and firdaus is shooting like a bloody genius*
me: erm, you know, your posture is wrong, okay? youre leaning too much to the table, and cos if you lean during competition you'll immediately get disqualified. so, like, try not to lean on the table, k?
*firdaus looking at the ceiling or at other things, with a freaking blank expression on his face*
(2 sec delay after i said k)uh...uh? oh, yah, i got it.
*i walked 3 steps away*
firdaus then resumed shooting EXACTLY the same way, like an utter fool and if he shot like that, he'd get disqualified in a second.
like, wth? was he deaf or sth? okay, so i just thought that he was a still not used to shooting normally yet, so anything la, he's just a junior.
then after we ended training, the seniors went to chain the guns.
firdaus was at the stupid light switch fiddling around with it, and switching it on and off repeatedly, just like he did last week.
*i was already pissed that day, cos i didnt shoot too well and i wasnt in a mood to stand more shit from idiots like him.*
"oei."
he still continues fiddling with the stupid light, and doesnt even face me.
"OEI."
same reaction.
"OEI. you can stop fucking around or not?"
again, same bloody reaction. he doesnt even face me or react at all.
"eh, you can fucking hear me or not?"
finally, he turns around.
"yaah, i can hear you. im not deaf wad." *imagine yunfeng saying this, in a damn attitude voice. exactly the same way he said it.*
"yaaah, right. then why you never stop fooling around like a fucker?"
at this point i couldnt stand his shitty, fucking attitude anymore and just blew my top.
i just walked away from him and back into the range, took my bag and shouted " WHY WE GOT SUCH CHEEBAI JUNIORS AH?!!?"
i walked off and kicked the "firing in progress" sign straight into the wall.
i heard from zhihao that after i shouted and stormed off, he said, "aiya, i got brain cancer wad, cant think one~~...."
WTF man. i just couldnt stand his fucking attitude. what gives him the authority to think that he shoots so damn well he doesnt need seniors to help him? he doesnt even shoot well at all, for goodness sake. some more, he isnt like this just to me. he's like this to EVERY of his seniors. that same attitude stricken, arseholic personality to all of the sec 3s. at that point when i stormed out, i just felt like beating the shit out of him.
man. after this firdaus thingy, i dont even feel like posting at all already. ive got that burning feeling inside me now, like i wanna just mash something to pulp now. haiz. i'll post after CNY when ive got time. bye for now, ppl.
world of my own    2:21 AM
