Monday, October 17, 2005
hi, all. its been a rreeeaaallly long time since the last time i've updated, close to a month ago. sorry to all the readers, for my retarded laziness to update. anyway. so much stuff has been happening recently, and its all coming at a pretty fast rate. the end of year exams are finally over, and I, being a RETARD in maths, have once again proven my massive stupidity by failing by half a
F@rking mark. how wonderful is that. how come it always seems, that i can NEVER do well for my maths? i have never, i repeat never gotten an A for maths ever since i entered secondary school. its just that bloody thing that pulls everything down, regardless of how well i get all my other subjects. and i went home today to do some calculations, and i think ive got a 90% chance of failing my maths overall. FAILING the OVERALL. meaning, that i cant get into 3e1, e2, e3 and e4. and e5's the only class i can go to. how great is that. haiz. why does the stupid singaporean education system even have to teach algebraic maths in the first place???? its not like youre gonna use it in your future jobs, unless you become an engineer or a mathematician, which are lame jobs for lame people.
also, there's been a great misjustice in the higher chinese paper, marked by their dear loo ai wei. in e1, quite a number of people failed their higher chinese zuo wen, or compo, by marks such as 25/70, or 30+/90. greeeaaaat fails, the kind which land you in the last few positions of the level. and the main reason? 'li ti.' or writing out of point, in english. so where's the unfair part? here. firstly, the higher chinese paper was a killer one, from what most of the higher chinese students say. so, the paper was already so killer, so whats the point in marking it so strictly, and giving them the 'li ti' on their scripts so easily? quite a number of them had 'li ti', which is just plain unfair. the question itself was hard. why not blame the setter for setting so hard? if the question was so hard to begin with, so liable to get them writing out of point, why set it so difficult in the first stupid place? this is just plain stupidity. secondly, the markers were strict on giving them marks, and from what i heard, the markers actually went around finding faults, instead of finding marks for them to pass. how cruel and sadistic. which teachers in their right minds wouldn't want to see their students get less marks? doesn't make sense at all. haiz. whats the world coming to nowadays? hmm. seems like we're all gonna die. now or later, its still gonna happen. bye.
world of my own    12:53 AM
