Monday, August 22, 2005
hi, all. didn't post for the past few days, because i was pretty busy with other stuff, and didn't really feel in the mood to do so. anyway, im back. today, we got back the Lit test, and frankly, i think i've let Mr Samuie down, by getting 12.5/15 for the test. some people might think that i have extremely high standards for myself, but its a matter of personal integrity. not getting 1st in class for Lit, is a pretty disappointing thing to me. and to have our dearest Zhao Xiong get better than me, that's sorta the icing on the cake. boo indeed. sorry, Mr Samuie for not getting as well as i should've, and i'll try to do better. i didnt include stuff that i should've, cos i rushed. oh well. i'll try harder the next time round. E2 still hasn't got back their test. hmm. hope that they do well for it too. and then on to other things. Mr Samuie. I really take my hat off to you, for being able to tolerate all our nonsense from our class. our class, indeed, is the worst among the whole level. that i agree wholeheartedly. at the last period, when Ms Diyana had to go for a course, she asked us to go back to class to do our Science theory homework. as there wasn't a teacher, gladys was put in charge. the moment that we went back to class, people immediately started going out of class without any permission, and without an attempt to do so at all. Nabilah, or should i say "Ozzie", and Santhiya went missing for fifteen minutes and said that they had goone to put their books in their locker, and to return a textbook to E2. does all that take fifteen minutes to complete? i guess not. and when i asked Nabilah if she had bothered to ask for permission, she bluntly said, "no." and i said, "you think this your mother classroom ar?" she then blankly replied, " no la, aiya, watever la...." and proceeded to do whatever the heck she was doing. while gladys put up a valiant effort to actually persuade the class to listen to what she had to say, the whole class was acting like Philistines. they shouted here and there, played and minded their own business, oblivious of the class chairperson standing in front of them, trying to get them to listen. from what i could tell, gladys was really at the end of her rope. Sheeesh. E1. all you do is get scolded time and time again, and when the scolding is over, hardly any of you actually bother to stop and think why you were even scolded so badly in the first place. and after that, you just walk away quietly, as though nothing had ever happened. when either me or gladys shouts at you, all you do is keep quiet for the next 3 or so seconds. does that even work? it doesnt even serve its purpose at all. shouting, screaming, scolding. what will eventually work against E1? a Beta form for every single offence? i'm sick and tired of trying to be more polite about asking you all to sit down, and kindly keep your volume down. what is the matter with you all? or do you all have some sort of intelligence disorder? that's it. anyway, these speeches and scoldings and reprimandings have no effect whatsoever on E1. its pointless for me to do anything. and on to other stuff. i think i got the lousiest score ever, in my whole shooting life. 115/200. i'm totally and utterly disappointed in myself for getting such a rotten score. maybe its because im not used to shooting after a long period of not shooting, or anything else. i just don't really want to talk about it at all. sheesh. shooting lousily bites. big time. anyway, feeling none too exhilarated at my "tremendously powerful" score. bye.ME
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